"After this I looked, and there before me was a door standing open in heaven. And the voice I had first heard speaking to me like a trumpet said, 'Come up here, and I will show you what must take place after this.' At once I was in the Spirit, and there before me was a throne of heaven with someone sitting on it. And the One who sat there had the appearance of jasper and carnelian. A rainbow, resembling an emerald, encircled the throne. Surrounding the throne were twenty-four other thrones, and seated on them were twenty-four elders. They were dressed in white and had crowns of gold on their heads. From the throne came flashes of lightning, rumblings and peals of thunder. Before the throne, seven lamps were blazing. These are the seven spirits of God. Also before the throne there was what looked like a sea of glass, clear as crystal.
In the center around the throne, were four living creatures, and they were covered with eyes, in front and in back. The first living creature was like a lion, the second was like an ox, the third had a face like a man, the fourth was like a flying eagle. Each of the four living creatures had six wings and was covered with eyes all around, even under his wings. Day and night they never stopped saying:
Saturday, December 23, 2006
One More Sleep Until Christmas Eve!
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
4 More Sleeps 'Til Christmas Eve!!!
Thursday, December 14, 2006
10 Days and Counting ... :0)
My mother brought this short story up the other day and I loved it. So, I thought I would share it with you ...

No wonder God call us his children.Wednesday, December 13, 2006
11 Days Until Christmas!
Good morning! Can you believe it?! Only 11 days until Christmas! Where has the time gone? Does it feel like time seems to pass faster and faster with every year? It's funny how 11 days for the kids seems like an eternity ... yet for Tony and I, it's "ohmygosh ... we only have 11 days to get this ever-growing list of things done!" :0) Perspective ...
I wonder if this is how the apostle Paul felt when he said, "We live by faith, not by sight. We are confident, I say, and would prefer to be away from the body and at home with the Lord. So we make it our goal to please Him, whether we are at home in the body or away from it. For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ, that each one may receive what is due him for the things done while in the body, whether good or bad." 2Corinthians 5:7-10
There are days when Tony and I look at the state this world is in, especially with Tony's calling in life, and wonder when the Lord will return again ... we long for it - for peace among all of His people. We feel like the children waiting for Christmas to arrive: "11 more days?! That's gonna take forever!!" :0) Yet, at the same time, I do not want Him to come quite yet. There are many who do not yet know His salvation - many who have not yet received new life through Him. Many I love who do not claim the name of Jesus Christ as their Lord. There is much to be done in, with and through His Kingdom. So, like our parental-selves, we exclaim, "There's so little time left to accomplish so much!" :0) And so we 'walk by faith and not by sight'.
What if we knew WHEN He would return? What if everyone on this earth knew and believed that He WAS returning? How would things be different? How would we set our priorities? How would our choices be different?
You know, I like that we have a family of five and that our table seats six. Often, when I'm setting the table, I feel like setting an extra place for Jesus. He's always with us. He's part of our family and every moment of our lives. We are so very thankful for the life He has given us. Last night, we watched the movie, "Click" with Adam Sandler (not a kids movie, BTW ... we had to fast forward a TON of stuff ... ) The point was that we can get into an "auto-pilot" mode in life. Just working, sleeping, eating, working, sleeping, eating, working, sleeping, eating. And maybe, somewhere in there - shopping, video-gaming, movie-ing, eating, drinking ... I don't know ... you know what your addictions are - whatever those things we all use to numb the "routines" of life and help us to feel some kind of 'satisfaction'. We REWARD OURSELVES instead of receiving the blessings from God with thankfulness.
Anyway, Adam Sandler's character had lost perspective. He was focused on the "here and now" stuff instead of having any kind of eternal vision. He genuinely loved his family and his children, but had a very typical 'western' ideaology of work, work, work and you will provide for your family what you never had. But, the thing is, what HE had was two parents who may not have had alot of money or material things - but they LOVED each other deeply - and they loved him too! He missed the point!
Tony and I appreciated the story of the movie (not so much the language or humour) but didn't feel like it spoke to our lives. We just don't have those issues - thankfully. There was a time in our lives when I was working full time, Tony was working full time and the kids were being raised by others (BTW - thank you to our cousin Jenn for being a consistent, loving influence in our children's lives for so many years ... you are a blessing! :0) But, Tony and I never connected as a couple, we were stressed with the kids because of exhaustion and we didn't have a long-term vision for our family or the ability to make healthy decisions for ourselves or our children (cuzn' Jenn could attest to the amount of Pizza that came in through our front door! Domino's actually sent us a Christmas Card - I'm not kidding ...)
I'm not saying that working hard is bad - not at all. But our focus during those periods was not about being thankful for the work we had to do or fulfilling a calling on our lives ... it was pure panic-mode, just trying to 'get ahead'. Well, we survived and things have definately changed. We have learned a little bit of patience can take you through ALOT of hard times. We've learned that if we can't afford something "right now", that it can probably WAIT! We've learned that if you are willing to put in the effort, God will bless those efforts and everything will work out alright. We've learned that when God uses people to bless you, there will come a time to give back! and it feels really good to be able to bless others! :0)
In the Old Testament, in the book of Ecclesiastes, there is a statement that reads, "There is a time for everything, and a season for every activity under heaven". What season are you in right now? Are you sowing when you should be plowing? Are you harvesting when you should be watering? Are you toiling when you should be resting? Or are you seeking wisdom and learning to be sensitive to the whisper of the Holy Spirit each and every moment of the day?
Let me leave you with the rest of this Scripture to ponder today. May we seek the Lord in this glorious season, in that deepest, quiet place within our hearts and find Him there - patiently waiting for our response.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
We Pass This Way But Once ...
It got me to wondering about my eternal soul ... whether or not I am awakening to FURTHER LIFE everyday or am I just merely moving toward my ultimate end? What does it really mean to be ALIVE? And what is it that determines the answer to this question? What is eternity and will I 'get there' if I'm 'good enough'?
I am a "glass half full" person - however, I do not think it is my finite perspective or flawed personality that defines my eternal existence (or lack of :0) As intelligent as I like to think I am ('know thyself', right Doug?) I have been thinking alot lately about living in eternity. Don't get me wrong - I'm not daydreaming about the 'someday' of heaven ... I believe that "the kingdom of heaven is NEAR" and that eternity is NOW. I think eternity is an existence outside of the measured time we live in during our day to day lives. It's the reality of being 'outside of time and space' just as real as the One who exists there :0) So ... how do we decide if we are 'living' or 'dying'?
I could give you the good news of Jesus Christ (yet again :0) and I probably will end up getting there ...) but what do we do with that knowledge? I had an interesting conversation with my parents while they were up about the amazing advances of our 'information age'. We have more information at our fingertips than we've ever had and everyday we have access to more and more. How has it changed our existence as a people? No longer do our children sit and listen as those more experienced tell tales of wisdom and direction (like we did last night as our beloved Neva, age 77 my dear? told us a wonderful story of hope and faith). No longer do we take the time to ponder the writings of those who have offered their deepest thoughts, feelings and dreams to us (unless you consistantly sit through my lengthy bloggings :0) Thanks, BTW) No longer do we have the patience to discover for ourselves what life has to offer as we take risks. Not at all. We just consume the 'action' and 'excitement' of TV, movies and the marketed-creations for the masses - accepting what is offered to us and feeding on 'less than savoury' meals of greed, jealousy, revenge, violence, lust, gossip, adultery, self-centered idolatry ... I could go on and on ... All of which leaves a sour, bitter taste in our mouths and the rotting of death in our souls (well, if Mel Gibson can be graphic, so can I, yes? :0) And remember, I use 'we' because I have tasted and I have seen what is being offered here on earth as well as from heaven ...
We all have a hunger for knowledge within us - some choose to be fed by the 'junk food' option while others crave a healthier, more fulfilling meal. Which is which? I believe it is that which brings LIFE! Ah-ha!
When I was with 'my' ladies last night, I wanted to know all about what had been happening with them lately. I craved a deeper knowledge of their lives and 'goings-on'. I KNOW these ladies very well and they me - and I wanted to continue that knowing. I wanted to know what God had been up to with them :0) I said it felt like coming home for Christmas. It was the familiarity of family - of being KNOWN. We ladies are of all different ages, shapes, sizes, backgrounds and opinions. We are a diverse group! Yet, the common bond in each face that I saw was a glowing sense of "LIFE" ... we are all moving towards a deeper, more meaningful LIFE everyday - we are all becoming MORE ALIVE moment by moment with our Saviour that we all share ... it's a LIFE filled with purpose, love, commitment, friendship, faith and hope.
Here is a Scripture that brings LIFE to our soul if we will receive it:
" 'Now there was a man of the Pharisees named Nicodemus, a member of the Jewish ruling council. He came to Jesus at night and said, "Rabbi, we know you are a teacher who has come from God. For no one could perform the miraculous signs you are doing if God were not with him.'
In reply Jesus declared, 'I tell you the truth, no one can see the kingdom of God unless he is born again.'
'How can a man be born when he is old?' Nicodemus asked, 'Surely he cannot enter a second time into his mother's womb to be born?'
Jesus answered, 'I tell you the truth, no one can enter the kingdom of heaven unless he is born of water and the Spirit. Flesh gives birth to flesh, but the Spirt gives birth to spirit. You should not be surprised at my saying, 'You must be born again.' The wind blows wherever it pleases. You hear its sound, but you cannot tell where it comes from or where it is going. So it is with everyone born of the Spirit.'
'How can this be?' Nicodemus asked.
'You are Israel's teacher,' said Jesus, 'and do you not understand these things? I tell you the truth, we speak of what we know, and we testify to what we have seen, but still you people do not accept our testimony. I have spoken to you of earthly things and you do not believe; how then will you believe if I speak of heavenly things? No one has ever gone into heaven except the one who came from heaven - the Son of Man. Just as Moses lifted up the snake in the desert, so the Son of Man must be lifted up, that everyone who believes in Him may have eternal life.
For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life. For God did not send His Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through Him. Whoever believes in Him is not condemned, but whoever does not believe stands condemned already because He has not believed in the name of God's one and only Son. This is the verdict: Light has come into the world, but men loved darkness instead of light because their deeds were evil.
Everyone who does evil hates the light and will not come into the light for fear that his deeds will be exposed. But whoever lives by the truth comes into the light, so that it may be seen plainly that what he has done has been done through God.' " John 3:1-21
Monday, December 11, 2006
Hello, again!
It's been a WHOLE week since I blogged! Yikes! I just read Kimberly's blog about the different personality types ... Yup! I'm definately Sanguine (or 'orange', right, Terry?) Anyway, here I am, once again ...
Lou-man has a fever and is parked on the couch under a cozy blanket watching Star Wars. Poor kid. He is quite lethargic and has this look in his eyes like, "please don't make me talk, blink, think or exert any energy at all other than that which is required for breathing" :0) So, he's taking a sick-day.
Maria had a morning out with her piano teacher - she had some wonderful idea for a gift for Tony and I for Christmas ... she really does light up a room with her enthusiasm. It's one of my favourite characteristics about her.
Regina has a Social Studies test today - so, with much prayer and hard work, we all hope she does well. Our entire family can tell you alot about the Inuit people and the Ukrainians and Acadians who came to settle here. It's been a very educational unit for us all :0)
We had Tony's "work" Christmas party for the kids yesterday. It was fun and the kids loved to play with all the other little ones and receive their gifts. Regina got an "Easy-Bake" oven, which brought a tear to my eye. One of my favourite memories of my Baba (my mom's mom), was baking with my "Easy-Bake" oven in her apartment when I was just a little younger than Regina. Louis loved his legos, of course and Maria's eyes grew four-times their size when she opened her "Littlest Pet Shop" house and animal 'thingy'. (That's an official word ... :0)
Tony and I had a date-night last night ... woohoo ... I love our date nights. We get to go out and discuss "adult-like" things (politics, religion, why the kids at the theatre always argue with us about putting on the extra 'orange salt' on our popcorn :0) We saw "Apocolypto" (did I spell that right?) Anyway, it was basically 'Braveheart' in the jungle ... but we both really liked it. However, I think I'll be taking down my 'Aztec' calendar today ... not a culture we would like to honour in our home :0) The movie got us talking about Tony's ancestors and how we'd like to learn more about he "Pipil" language ... it is the dying language of the indigenous (sp?) people of Central America. His uncle knows a little and has some written down in one of his 1000 little notebooks that he frequently fills up with trivia.
Well ... I need to go - but I'll try and add some more later. May God bless you today in unique ways and may we all have thankfulness in our hearts and words of praise on our lips! :0)
Ciao!
Sunday, December 03, 2006
Sunday Morning Sleep-In
The recital went really well. I enjoy looking out at all the people's faces - parents, families, friends and all the children ... there's expectation, excitement and hope in those faces. It's truly a wonderful sight. One of the highlights of the recital was listening to our guest vocalist sing "Breath of Heaven" ... it's such a beautiful song and it was the perfect way to start the concert. All of the kids were great - my favourite Christmas carols are the ones played by little fingers who can barely reach the notes! :0) Those kids have great courage to get up and play in front of 100 people!!! To be able to share the celebration of the Christmas story with our students and their families and friends as well as our own ... it was a blessed time and it made me thankful that I'm a teacher.
Our pastor's wife gave the message at church last night. The message was on "Communidad" (Community). I mentioned to my friend (who graciously translates for me whenever I lean my ear over) that at some point I will stop giggling everytime I understand what's being said :0) The message was very clear - and something that spoke right to my heart. When our family came to this new church, I knew that God was showing me to "wash some feet". In other words, I know that for me, it is a time of humility and service. It's no burden, however, because as my love for this new church family continues to grow - I'm happy to serve. My cousin Jenn and I had a good laugh yesterday as I was explaining this to her. Funny how God brought me to a place where I can't 'speak' - just be quiet and serve. She thought this must be terribly difficult for me :0) Brings a whole new meaning to "Let my words be few" ... :0)
Well, today is the first day of Advent ... I always love this family tradition. As we rush around from place to place - celebrating, visiting, shopping - I love that our family can take a few minutes at the end of every day to remember why we have this sense of excitement and anticipation. When I think of how God came in the flesh - as a BABY, no less! - it really helps me to understand that WE ARE KNOWN. He knows how we feel, what we think, when we struggle and what our struggles are! He knows why we laugh, how we like to celebrate and enjoy Him as well as our desire for community - family, friends, church, neighbours, co-workers, cities, nations and even our little globe :0) These are His desires too - for harmony, unity and peace (No, Hallmark did NOT come up with that idea! :0) If I ever start misunderstanding God's "intentions" or will for my life - if I ever start thinking that He is 'just waiting for me to screw things up' or feeling that He is far away - just Someone 'out there somewhere' ... all I have to do is remember the little baby Jesus in the manger. - fully God and fully man.
Here's a good word to remember at this time of year. RELAX - Webster's Dictionary defines it as "make or become less stiff, rigid or tense; make or become less formal or strict; cease work or effort; at ease, unperturbed". Okay - can I get an AMEN! :0) I don't think relax is equal to lazy!! But where are our efforts to be directed and what is the source of our strength? We do not need to EARN our salvation (our desire for REAL life - our desire to be SAVED from that darkness that tries to invade our daily thoughts - the REALITY of sin). We do not need to expend EFFORT into trying to be "good enough" for God - He already KNOWS us ... do I hear a collective sigh of relief? He has taken away the sins of the world - sound familiar? We are not going to have some ultimate screw up that will cause Him to say, "hmmm - where's my eraser? that one's out of my book!" :0) Guess what? That 'ultimate screw up' has already been taken care of - thank you Adam and Eve ... and that's who's inheritance we share (life away from God) until we receive our adoption into God's kingdom through the blood of Jesus.
It's all been done. Or in the words of our Lord, "It is finished" ... We all have a desire for peace - don't we all at some point every day just wish that we could slow down and RELAX just for five minutes?!?! What if that peace and that sense of RELAX (of BECOMING less stiff, rigid, formal and structured) was the gift that Jesus gave when He came - lived and died - for us? He, Himself said, "My peace I give you - go in peace". Hallelujah! Does that mean we just lay around and wait for the glorious returning of our Lord? Ummm - sorry - No. But it does mean that we can find our strength in the One greater than ourselves. Isn't it a great feeling when we can reflect on a good days "work" and know that what we accomplished came out of knowing that we were doing exactly what God asked us to do? Even if our bodies are tired - don't we feel satisfied and happy? Don't we feel thankful because we can hear Him say "well done, good and faithful servant" ? That's all the encouragement we need! :0)
My prayer today is this: Lord, thank You for Your wisdom. Thank You for the way You KNOW our needs - so much more than we do. Thank You that You LOVE us with a perfect, holy love. Thank You that You LOVE us as a Father - our Abba - our Dad ... Thank You for Your desire for us ... for coming in the flesh to make the way for us - thank You for taking away our sin and offering us life in abundance. Thank You for peace. Lord, I ask today - simply this - that everyone who reads these words will have an increased sensitivity to You, Lord. That You would open our eyes to see and our ears to hear all the ways You reveal Yourself to us. Open our heart to You, Lord and let us be "gratefully grace-filled". In the Name of our friend, Jesus. Amen.
I'll leave you with one of my favourite Christmas Carols. It describes the longing that Israel felt waiting for the Saviour to come and the expectations they had. BTW - Emmanuel means "God with us" and it is one of the names of Jesus.
O come, o come,
Emmanueland ransom captive Israel,that mourns in lonely exile here,until the Son of God appearsRejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee, O
IsraelO come, O come, Thou Lord of Might,Who to Thy tribes, on Sinai's height,In ancient times didst give the law,In cloud, and majesty, and awe.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee, O IsraelO come, Thou Rod of Jesse,freeThine own from Satan's tyranny;From depths of hell Thy people saveAnd give them victory o'er the grave.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee, O IsraelO come, Thou Dayspring, come and cheerOur spirits by Thine advent here;Disperse the gloomy clouds of night,And death's dark shadows put to flight.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee O IsraelO come, Thou Key of David, come,And open wide our heavenly home;Make safe the way that leads on high,And close the path to misery.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee O IsraelO come, Thou Wisdom from on high,And order all things, far and nigh;To us the path of knowledge show,And cause us in her ways to go.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall some to thee O IsraelO come, Desire of nations, bindIn one the hearts of all mankind;Bid Thou our sad divisions cease,And be Thyself our King of peace.Rejoice! Rejoice!Emmanuel - shall come to thee, O Israel
